my checkbook is not really balanced; it’s teetering on the precipice of financial discontent. however, almost all of my bank statements are now entered and reconciled in my copy of quicken 99, which is now nearly two years outdated but it works, dammit.
so, uh, right. i’m supposed to feel good now that i can stare at charts and graphs that tell me without a doubt just how broke i am. it does feel okay to know i’ve paid my bills and rent for october, at least, but that underlying gloom won’t dissipate. we’re chipping away at them, sure, but have at least two more years of various debts’ payments to go.
and i’ll surely be paying for missed sleep later on today.