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In Life on 19 April 2005 at 22:57

april cloud I missed posting my therapy roundup yesterday. It wasn’t very exciting or groundbreaking, just another discussion on trust and truth, one of those “foundation” sessions that are important in their own way but don’t make for interesting journal entries.

Mobile phones are becoming a real problem in the library. We’ve disallowed them entirely — of course, we can’t police what every single patron brings into the library, so “talking on mobile phones” is really what’s disallowed — but people still break the rule, time and time again, often flagrantly. When I correct them, they glare at me and stomp off. I hate baby-sitting college students.

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(from my coworker’s brain and churchsigngenerator.com)

For the first time in a long time, I am experiencing hormonally-induced hypersensitivity. While listening to Laurence Rees, the author of “Auschwitz: A New History”, talk about the Holocaust on NPR today, I broke down in tears, and then felt utterly phony for doing so, since how could I have even an iota of understanding for what it was like to live and die in Nazi Germany?

I feel strangely free inside a parked car. I cry; I fall asleep; I sing; I meditate. I read; I write; I listen; I look out the window. And sometimes I even take pictures of clouds that make me smile.

  1. Your comment about mobile phones in the library reminded me of something I’ve been meaning to ask…

    Is it no longer taught that one should be quiet in a library? Am I behind the times because I expect peace and quiet in a library?

    I ask these questions because recently I was at my own local library, and a medium sized group was practically having a drunken party in the main seating area. I didn’t say anything to anyone, because when I looked around I seemed to be the only one who disapproved of this kind of behavior.

  2. i was wondering the same thing as davmoo.

    a couple weeks ago, i was in the trinity college library where excessive noise and (any) photography are disallowed. of course, people were shouting at the top of their voices, and taking photos og books that are over 100 years old.

    yet, no-one said a word (including me), even though i wasn’t the only one who was obviously angry.

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